FiRST BLOG

I don't like how on myspace and facebook I can't blog with all the other stuff in the way of reading what's actually going on in my life. I have decided to blog again. Xanga wasn't really my thing to begin with. It was all fun and games until they upgraded. My blogging isn't for people to read and keep entertained, but for me to just let it out.

Let's see what's up
Well summer so far is pretty boring since I haven't been out a lot. I've only been out probably once or twice a month, which isn't very fun. Recently I went to Cancun with my family for about 5 days. I guess it was better than last time, but it was a bit boring. The hotel we stayed in, The Great Parnassus, didn't have much things to do. I wasn't so excited in going either. Beautiful place and awesome hotel and I didn't want to go? I know, I just don't like Cancun. The food there look so delicious, but it makes you blow up your toilet. But if you go to The Great Parnassus then you go to the food court and get you some Philadelphia Maki and Caribbean Rolls, but if you don't like mayonnaise on your sushi then you suck, because it is good. I heard my parents saying that we are coming back next year, kill me if we do.

Resting hours
I have been staying up late and waking up late, but it's all good. I like being entertained at night, but I am pretty sure I am losing weight and that is a hella big no no ! I need to sleep earlier and wake up a little bit earlier. I don't like waking up early, because no one ever likes waking up early unless you are an early bird. Then your gay. I feel I haven't been getting enough sleep. I don't know what I am going to do on school nights. I plan to pull up an all nighter the night before school starts again. I also need to cut back on talking on the phone late at night. I guess I'll talk an hour I am planning to go to sleep or something.

Music interests
Well yesterday night I heard one of Framing Hanley's song and I just fell in love ! I started getting so many of their songs and then I turned to Anberlin and I goodness I love almost everyone of their songs ! Anberlin rocks ! You should have seen me. There was endless songs popping up out of no where and I got them ! There are still more to go, but I'll do that later ;P

Love life
Well currently I am single. I just want a good boyfriend that will bring me a good and long relationship. I don't want it to be serious, but playful. People think I am too young to think about these stuff, and yes I am too young, but who said I shouldn't be thinking about relationships. It's better to prepare for much worse things in the future. As a kid you learn, and you make things better. As for an adult it's too late, unless you are going to be single for another 20 years.
I'm just so sick and tired of people telling me to be careful because you might get heartbroken. Well I'm not, ohkay? I've never been heartbroken before and I won't be until I am ready to actually "love" someone. I know the difference between like, lust, and love. I am sure these stupid young teenagers don't know. Making unacceptable choices and saying the most idiotic things. If you want to fcuk up your life then don't be my guest. I'm tired of people coming up to me asking for help and they don't even take it.

Blogs
I don't be blogging every single day. I will only blog when something comes up and when I have something on my mind.

Others
I currently have no life as you can see. I'm blogging like an idiot, but I don't care. This gives me something to do.