Tuesday, January 26, 2010

School is getting boringer than usual, there is never anything exciting going on. The only excitement I get is having a good laugh once in awhile. My teacher came back today, he said that he is going to change my schedule during second period, thank god. But because of this my whole schedule might be messed up, but hey I am willing to change.

Lastnight I watched Eagle Eye, it was AMAZING, I loved it, it was suspenseful and there was so much action going on. Damn Shia is so cute. He was cute in Even Stevens and he is still cute now. I've always had a crush on him :P good movie if you want to watch it ask me !

I get to see my baby cousin after school today, I am going to take care of him while my uncle organizes things around the new house. Can you believe it? It's almost done, I can't wait to sleep in it.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

The starting of second semester was last week and it was a boring/ohkay/great ending week. Tuesday-Thursday was like every other typical day. Friday was the best day I've had in a long time. After school I walked to Cathy's house and we just chilled and talked for awhile and then went to Nickelrama and played around. I played Guitar Hero a few times and I was unbeatable :P Cathy and I went back to her house and ate dinner with her dad, then after when Brian came home we drove up to Nguyen's house and watched Up. It was nice. After watching up we ate and indulged in reminiscence. It was beautiful, we talked for hours about the pass and laughed to our hearts content. I miss the old days, I really do. I came home around 1:30 that night and the parents were already asleep. They said that they didn't hear me come home that night.. I'm a ninja ! I went to sleep and dreamed:

So I don't know where it started, but I was in the orchestra room with someone.. [let's call him Doopy] he gave me a hug and spun me around until I got dizzy and pass out, technically I wasn't passed out, I was still aware of what was going on, but I was passed out haha. He laid me down and he was hesitating, and he kissed me I was like.. ohh dear. He kissed me for each letter of my name and when he got to "i" I woke up, he was like damn.. I mean I liked it, it was nice(: We cuddled and he stroked my hair and he started crying, I was like WTF?! I was like "What's wrong hunny? Don't cry." and he was like "I'm so sorry, I can't help it, there isn't enough time, it isn't fair." I tried to get him to tell me the meaning of "there isn't enough time, it isn't fair." but he was sobbing, it was cute, I almost cried, but I was too worried. Next thing you know I am in this house and it was about to explode so everyone ran out the garage door and when we were in the ally I looked around and Co Cuc and Allen was there along with the rest of the family. I was so happy I hugged them and gave them a kiss on the cheek. I've missed them, I hope they are doing well, where ever they are.
The setting changed and I am at my house with a baby in my arms, I don't know why, but I have one. I went into my room and there was "It" you know the scary clown in my room and I was being controlling and saying that I am not scared of you and it went away, I was like SHIT YEAH BITCH. I don't know what happened next.. I think I woke up. I guess whatever. Dreams are never clear when you wake up.

Today I did nothing what so ever, but clean the house. I was so lazy I hate it. I wanted to learn another part of the song I am playing, but I was watching Ace Ventura haha. I also did my eyebrows today, it is thin, I'm not used to it yet, but so far I like it. I hope it doesn't look crappy to you guys.
Oh yeah, my World Geography teacher asked me to be the Soft Ball's manager and I was like sure why not, it isn't so hard. So Monday I have to remind him to tell the counselors to change my schedule, the thing is that my 7th period teacher doesn't have a fourth period so that means it might mess up my whole schedule.. having a life sucks.

One more thing for that one person: I'm very glad we can be back to normal, I now understand that we can be nothing more than what we are now, you are important to me and I thank God for having you in my life. I love you very much and don't forget that.

Monday, January 11, 2010

PREGNANT?!

You had a dream of being pregnant too right Cathy?
I don't remember how the dream began, but the first thing I remember is my mom being racist [which she is] we were in an apartment and she saw black people outside and she was like running up to them telling them to get and I was like WTF MOM, YOU ARE GONNA GET KILLED ! DON'T DO THAT. I think we were in North Gate or something. Then she left in her car to get some stuff, and when I was walking up the stairs this cute little boy was coming out of the door with flowers and chocolates(: he was so adorable ! I lead him back inside and suddenly it was my grandparent's old apartment, I didn't mind, like I cared. The little boy turned into my little baby boy and I was holding and cuddling him.
Then I went into my grandparents master bedroom and I was reading something, and it turned into my mother's bathroom. All of a sudden my belly got BIG and it felt like it was stretching. I was pregnant, it was huge to for like a second. I was feeling on my belly and my darling was kicking, it was wonderful and disgusting. I can't help but to think 200 I don't know why. I guess I was thinking like I was pregnant with 200 babies?! HA iono but then I went onto my computer and went on SIMS to "cancel" the pregnancy. I felt like I was a SIM. I did not want to give birth to them, no way jose. But Ididn't cancel them, cause it isn't real I just ignored my computer.
Then I was in bed, still pregnant, and I was Shia, Sam from Transformers, and Megan Fox was telling me how she's tired of taking care of me and my prego butt, and I was like "you know what megan, you don't have to blah blah blah I can do it myself." I felt sexy even though i was Shia and pregnant lol.

Then I woke up after... something and then I went back to sleep around 6:30 and while I was going back to sleep I was thinking about what dreams meant, the other day I was searching up the meaning of dreams and I came across dreams of being pregnant, I had forgotten what I read about it because it never applied to me.
Pregnant - "To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal."
Baby - "To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential..."
You can find it on - http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/
There are a lot of other meanings on other websites, I don't get it, but this is the only one that makes sense to me.

This is exam week and I'm already sick of it ! I'm glad that we get half days on Wed and Thurs and then following up a four day weekend(: But still on Friday I have a cleaning appointment at 10am and on Monday I have to go to the orthodontist at 3:30pm and then I am probably going to need an extraction and then another appointment to the orthodontist to get my exam... probably not going to get my braces anytime soon. I'm going to have to keep my braces on for a year and a half I guess.
My mother just figured out how to buy stuff online and she is telling everybody ! Wow.. but hey there is this purse I want at Pacsun AND there is one at Charlotte Russe, I don't know what to get. Grrr !
Probably starting today after school I am going to start exercising little by little everyday. I need to start on my new years resolution/goals whatever !

So a few weeks ago I found out that my family from France is coming down in the summer and we might go to somewhere near Cancun with them... what fun right? Another mexican place lol. And my other family from Australia is coming down in the winter and we might go to New York with them. I've never been to New York and I'd love to go, but I'd also love to go "Cancun" with my french family too, my mom said I'd have to pick ONE place to go... I am going to both fo sho ! I can't miss out on spending time with my family I never get to see.

Friday, January 08, 2010

Average temp for school hours is 23F I feel all warm though(:

So I was just informed this morning that the Long Horns lost yesterday... awww. How sad, my brother was wearing his jersey, beanie, and hoodie and everything.. he left his snoogie at home though.

This week has been a blessing of sleep(: I can sleep around 11:30 and 12:30 now(: I am so happy. I can't wait for the weekend though, so I can sleep a full 12 hours or more !
This week has been so dead ! I've been tired in all of my classes, all we do is review and I already know it !

Yesterday my mom bought me some boots(: I wish they were higher, but short ones are cute too !

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

There are things I shouldn't say, think about, or want. But I can't help seeing all the wrong things that is going on. I want to make it better for you I really do. You deserve someone way better. I don't see what you see really. I can see the outside, but it's covered up, literally. I want to see you at the top of the mountain screaming with love and happiness. You are someone I just click with once we start laughing together. You are wonderful and I know you aren't satisfied yet. I know you are looking for something better in her, but I think that's all you are going to get. She is just like every other typical girl. If you want this year to be memorable you need to think about what you are doing.

Monday, January 04, 2010

Back to School

So I am in first period again.. woopee. We aren't doing anything cause he wants us to catch up with our friends and what not. I am tired, and I am thirsty like BLAH I drank a lot of fluids this morning and I am still thirsty. I guess I kinda stopped drinking water on the break. That's what I do when I have no school ><

So it is a new year :D I have to get used to righting 2010 from now on(: LUHV Christmas was nice, I got money and this oober soft warm colorful sock, my auntie said that it has lotion in it and I was like wahh? It is wonderful I love it, thank you Melissa :D I got this Fusion 88 palette from my cousins, and I love it. It is beautiful and super pigmented. I just need primer cause it would rub off easily. I also need brushes. I'm planning on getting them later, but you know I can wait since I don't really wear makeup anyway. I play with it when I'm bored.

Last night I slept wonderfully. I was kinda dreaming about Taylor Launter... *drool* he was keeping me warm.. oh how sexy lol. I can only see him without his shirt on lol. So my auntie said that she is going to wait until New Moon comes out on DVD and omg people say it is gonna be in March... damn. I don't think I can wait that long. Oh well I finished the Twilight series. It was AMAZING ! Eclipse was the best book out of the series. I loved it, especially the parts with Jacob and Edward together talking like MAH(: From Best to Ohkay I pick, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, New Moon, and then Twilight. woot woot. I lovee it, anyway I am done. Laters(: