PREGNANT?!

You had a dream of being pregnant too right Cathy?
I don't remember how the dream began, but the first thing I remember is my mom being racist [which she is] we were in an apartment and she saw black people outside and she was like running up to them telling them to get and I was like WTF MOM, YOU ARE GONNA GET KILLED ! DON'T DO THAT. I think we were in North Gate or something. Then she left in her car to get some stuff, and when I was walking up the stairs this cute little boy was coming out of the door with flowers and chocolates(: he was so adorable ! I lead him back inside and suddenly it was my grandparent's old apartment, I didn't mind, like I cared. The little boy turned into my little baby boy and I was holding and cuddling him.
Then I went into my grandparents master bedroom and I was reading something, and it turned into my mother's bathroom. All of a sudden my belly got BIG and it felt like it was stretching. I was pregnant, it was huge to for like a second. I was feeling on my belly and my darling was kicking, it was wonderful and disgusting. I can't help but to think 200 I don't know why. I guess I was thinking like I was pregnant with 200 babies?! HA iono but then I went onto my computer and went on SIMS to "cancel" the pregnancy. I felt like I was a SIM. I did not want to give birth to them, no way jose. But Ididn't cancel them, cause it isn't real I just ignored my computer.
Then I was in bed, still pregnant, and I was Shia, Sam from Transformers, and Megan Fox was telling me how she's tired of taking care of me and my prego butt, and I was like "you know what megan, you don't have to blah blah blah I can do it myself." I felt sexy even though i was Shia and pregnant lol.

Then I woke up after... something and then I went back to sleep around 6:30 and while I was going back to sleep I was thinking about what dreams meant, the other day I was searching up the meaning of dreams and I came across dreams of being pregnant, I had forgotten what I read about it because it never applied to me.
Pregnant - "To dream that you are pregnant, symbolizes an aspect of yourself or some aspect of your personal life that is growing and developing. You may not be ready to talk about it or act on it. This may also represent the birth of a new idea, direction, project or goal."
Baby - "To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential..."
You can find it on - http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/
There are a lot of other meanings on other websites, I don't get it, but this is the only one that makes sense to me.

This is exam week and I'm already sick of it ! I'm glad that we get half days on Wed and Thurs and then following up a four day weekend(: But still on Friday I have a cleaning appointment at 10am and on Monday I have to go to the orthodontist at 3:30pm and then I am probably going to need an extraction and then another appointment to the orthodontist to get my exam... probably not going to get my braces anytime soon. I'm going to have to keep my braces on for a year and a half I guess.
My mother just figured out how to buy stuff online and she is telling everybody ! Wow.. but hey there is this purse I want at Pacsun AND there is one at Charlotte Russe, I don't know what to get. Grrr !
Probably starting today after school I am going to start exercising little by little everyday. I need to start on my new years resolution/goals whatever !

So a few weeks ago I found out that my family from France is coming down in the summer and we might go to somewhere near Cancun with them... what fun right? Another mexican place lol. And my other family from Australia is coming down in the winter and we might go to New York with them. I've never been to New York and I'd love to go, but I'd also love to go "Cancun" with my french family too, my mom said I'd have to pick ONE place to go... I am going to both fo sho ! I can't miss out on spending time with my family I never get to see.