So yesterday I finally got my bottom braces.. and I must say that when I smile now it doesn't look as awkward as it did before, but since my bottom teeth are kinda small it still looks kinda awkward. It hurts like a biotch! Of course because the bottom teeth are more sensitive than the top ones. I hate it. I like having braces, but it hurts, I can't eat as much as I used to, and brushing and keeping it clean is annoying! Whatever I have 16 more months to go until they are off. Atleast I get them off before Junior Year(:

So yeah NO SCHOOL FRIDAY! I am probably going to go to Johnny's house to hang out and catch up. There is so much to talk about.. ish? Ha yeah. And Michelle is coming back down this weekend, but I don't know if I can hang with her cause it's easter and we probably have this family thing going on at the grandparents... more money hopefully? Hehe yeah.

I just got my progress report for 1st period and it's an 89 ): probably no more straight A's. Lucy is sad.

Haha wow people are so angry! So anyway I've been starting to work out lately.. not a lot I must say. Wednesday I only worked out for 1O minutes and yesterday it was 11 minutes. I put this note on my phone that says "WORK OUT DAMMIT!" HA that really motivates me :P Also in the summer my mother says that I can have a membership at the gym to get in shape before Sophomore year starts. YAY! Oh yeah my booty got bigger :D I'm wearing my booty jogging outfit today hehe. My mom asked me if I was wearing pads on my ass and I was like "This is all real baby!"
1st period bores me oh so very much. I've been reading ghost stories to take up the time. It is pretty interesting, I've always been interested in the paranormal, but I'm such a girl. Yesterday after school I was watching Monica Parales's dance videos on YouTube and DAMN can that girl dance! I'm so jealous.. I've probably watched the same videos for at least 3Ox each. I watched them again this morning while I was getting ready. She made me want to take Dance 1 & Dance 2 next year. Then probably take Hip Hop Junior year.. if I am good enough ha. I know that after college I am probably gonna take up dancing classes for sure(:

Spring Break

O2111O THURSDAY - Oh boy did I have the ugliest day in the world. Somewhere during 5th period it hit me hard like a bulldozer. After I finished my test my stomach was torturing me! I went to the bathroom and sat in the corner trying to get myself together before 6th period started. After I few minutes I got back up and walked with Henry as usual. I felt so horrible I wanted to die. In 6th period we had a party and I just slept I wanted to go home so bad. Pooja said I was burning up and I was like eff this, so I went home early. I was so tired and empty I couldn't stand it. I went to bed around 7:45PM

O2121O FRIDAY - I woke up around 1ish in the morning and got something to eat. I went on the computer for awhile and went back to sleep around 3:3O. I got up around 11:45 and my dad said that I didn't have to worry about going to Houston that day. Good! Cause I didn't want to go to Houston anyway. I stayed home watched TV and what not. My brother came home and put the track ball on the Blackberry Curve 831O and I messed with that. Then I went to help him get water. That's about it for Thursday.

O2131O SATURDAY - I woke up and my brother's friend was over and he got us Whoppers from BK and it was nice. Stayed home all day like usual and I was feeling a lot better also.

O2141O SUNDAY - Went to my cousin's house and me and Phuong went biking. Omg was I out of shape I had to walk all the uphills. Had a little birthday party for like 3 people ha it was nice. I slept over that night cause Nguyen and Khoi was buzzed and it was hilarious.

O2151O MONDAY - I went to the mall with my brother and 3 cousins and got this cute cardigan from Forever for about $11 something. When we got home me and Phuong went biking again and this time it was better cause I walked like only 2 uphills haha. I went home that night.

O2161O TUESDAY - I cleaned up the whole house and I was proud and TIRED!

O2171O WEDNESDAY - I got up early in the morning and went with my Auntie and little cousin to Walmart and got a lot of food. Then we went to rent some movies and got back home. We watched "I Love You, Man", "Bride Wars", "The Princess and The Frog", and "Old Dogs". My favorite was "I Love You, Man". We went to bed around 1O:30ish and just talked until 12 and fell asleep.

O2181O THURSDAY - Got up around 7:3O and got ready left the house around 8:3Oish and headed to McKinney. I dropped the dog off at the animal hospital and drove around for hours until 12ish and me and my 2 little cousins went to watch Alice in Wonderland at this cheap theater. It was pretty good I guess. Then we went and picked up the dog around 3:3O and went home. When we got home we watched "Hachi" OMG I cried a lot it was a beautiful movie I loved it. I went to Phuong's house and chilled there around 9:30 and went home. Then my uncle called me and ask me to sleep over that night so I could take care of the baby on Friday... so I did.

O2191O FRIDAY - Got up around 9:30 and played with the baby and right when my uncle left he threw up OMG I was like wtf... so I had to change his clothes and my pants. My grandparents came over around 11:45 and I was relieved. My uncle came home around 5:45 and cooked me some food. Then when my auntie came home we went to eat at Saigon Mall.. ughh karaoke night is annoying.. people are annoying. I hate asian places. So yeah I went home YAY(:

O22O1O SATURDAY - NEW MOON CAME OUT ON DVD AHAHHAAH! So yeah I woke up early and my mom took me to Phuong's and then Melissa came and picked me up and we watched NEW MOON :D IT WAS AMAZING I WAS SCREAMING AND OMGing! It scared the dogs.. sorry xP Then Phuong came over and we watched it again and I was still screaming and OMGing haha. Then she left and I watched THE PROPOSAL!! I LOVED IT RYAN REYNOLDS IS SO HOTTTTTTZ! SO VERY EFFING HOT! OMLORD IS HE HOT! OMG! HAHA. I loved it! I borrowed the DVD and I am gonna watch it a million more times(: It snowed that night and I wasn't all too thrilled, people got mad.. I didn't give a flying monkey's shit.

I basically did nothing for Sunday, but just relax which I haven't had the chance of doing for the break. I'm tired... I love my bestfriend(:

I wanna rip off your mouth and shove a dirty sock in it and tape it over.
I wanna chop off your fingers and fed them to the sharks.
I wanna scoop out your eyes and glue it on the inside of Fatbasturd's toilet.
I wanna shove bees in your ears so you can't hear me talk or my name.
I wanna break your nose off so if I walk by, you wouldn't even notice.
I wanna bend your arms until I hear I huge snap!
I wanna stomp on your legs with cleets until they ware out.

I'm a horrible person aren't I?

So I just finished my paragraph for Michelle Phan, wanna see?

Michelle Phan is a makeup guru, making videos on Youtube and became a Youtube partner awhile back. Michelle made her own skin care line and makeup brushes, IQQU. She recently became Lancôme’s spokesperson and she couldn’t be happier. When Michelle was a child her family escaped the Vietnam War and came to America. While Michelle and her mother were working hard, her father was secretly gambling away the family’s rent. They got evicted and had to move several times. They finally settled in Tampa when her father left for good. Her mother wanted her to be a doctor, which is a reasonable career with what little money they have, but Michelle knew she wouldn’t be happy, she finally told her mother what she really wanted. Although her mother wasn’t happy with her decision, she let her go on with her dream when Michelle said “I’ll make this work.” Michelle quit her job and focused on her videos. She became very successful, she’s done makeup for models for the New York’s fashion runways, and she’s also been in Vogue. Michelle Phan is a nerdy tomboy, but who says that nerds can’t be beautiful? She is into video games, I mean when she goes to a friend’s house she brings extra PS or XBOX controllers. Michelle also has a very big appetite, but she is healthy and is in great shape. She owns a rabbit named Mr. BunBun, which made me want to adopt a rabbit when I get my own apartment. She really inspires me to not give up and go for your dreams. If you are really passionate about what you want to become, then you will be successful if you try your best.

Correct me if I'm wrong, please(:
Now I have to find out two more famous people to type about, I don't know who!

So yeah I went to the mall yesterday with my brother and my three cousins. We went to Northpark and I bought this cute grey cardigan, at FOREVER as always, then I bought a pizza pretzel and a mini Sacher Torte parfait which was delicious by the way. Then we went to Northstrom Rack and OMG I saw these perfect sunglasses, I've never liked or found sunglasses that fit me before, and it was a big discovery for me, but it was $65 and I had NO money.. omg I was sad, I wanted to cry. I am so going to get it! So we went home and watched the Karadashians and I went home, showered ate and watched The Nanny, and went to sleep.

I could only remember one thing about my dream. I was with someone... and I was in their room [let's call that someone Nijer :P] so yeah I was in Nijer's room and on his bed, just laying next to eachother. I turned the other way so my back would be facing him, but he turned me so that we were facing eachother. Nijer had his arm over my waist and I had my arm over his shoulder and neck. We were just laying there and I got up and I don't remember anything, but that. It was nice though he had a pieceful look on his face and it just melted my heart. Ahhh dreams, I wait for you all day.

So yesterday I went to Chuckie Cheese last night for Kaylee's 6th birthday. It was fun I guess, I was getting all hot and what not :P Not that much games to play, I miss our old Chuckie Cheese, too bad it's gone now. Lots of little teeny tiny kids there, but very cute. Went over to Phuong's house and took a shower, then watched Ninja Assassin... it was cool, not the best could use a bit more action and suspense. Went to sleep late... don't know didn't see the clock.. probably 3 or 4.. haven't slept that late in a long time. I slept with my baby cousin that night and she was kicking me and getting all up in my back.

So I am just gonna skip around in my dream, I was in the bathroom and I was putting toner? on my face I was with Jenny Lo too, and when I did, I looked in the mirror and all my pimple scars were darker and hella visible.. I was not a happy girl.
I was looking in the mirror smiling, then all I see is no braces, but more EFFED up teeth like WTF! It was disgusting. I hate dreaming about my teeth, I know it's normal now cause I have braces, and many people do the same.
I was at my house and people were there, friends and family, me and my friends were playing something I don't know, I guess it was badminton or something. But something happened and well it's a secret. It wasn't anything bad or anything, but it wasn't nice. Well after that happened I just don't know I guess I blanked out, but...
this morning when Kaylee got up I was laying there and I was like WTF? Went to the bathroom and saw that I started my period.. faaak! All over my clean undies too.

What I dreamt of last night really made me think, I can't be dreaming or thinking about this stuff, but I really can't help it. I don't think I ever felt so right and wrong about this. I know this has happened to many people. If I keep this up, then one day I know I will just let it out and cry my heart until it's empty. Enough about this, I'm gonna get some breakfast. I am going to the mall today with my brother, Phuong, and probably Kaylee. Nguyen is sick than a hoe and I wish her the best of luck to get better. It's not the same when she isn't her usual self.

Friday O3O51O - I brought brownies to school and boy did they taste good... except for some burnt parts HA! Blame me for giving them to you? You chose them hunnie.
After school I went to Molina for the softball games. Omg how I was cold and hungry. I ate sunflower seeds the whole two games.. and the games are like 1 hour and a half long. Came home about 9:3O and took a shower. Ate two sandwiches at 1O. Watched The Nanny until 12:30 and went to sleep.

I don't remember much, but the most important thing is that I dreamt about this boy. I don't remember what he looked like, but he was blond and cute. I was cuddling with him and ouuu boy hehe.
Other things happened that I don't feel like typing--- I was in my room and I was looking at this sheet, markings started appearing saying that I failed at something. I looked at my big window and put my hand out and touched the huge as radio. [It was invisible at first] It started screening words out explaining me what the markings on the sheet meant. My phone rang and this lady or man IDK starting telling me what to do.. like in EAGLE EYE, I didn't listen so I went into my mother's room and I was looking for my stuff to take with me and the phone rang and these people that aren't my parents were in my mom's bed and they were like "GET OUT OF HERE BLAH BLAH BLAH" so I ran out and I was in my garage driveway. I walked out of the ally and I saw this dog that was just following me and I was like AWW how cute. Then more and more of these puppies started coming out and people started showing up and I just grabbed a puppy and gave them one. I don't feel like typing about more cause it is just too much to say.. and I need to clean the house so blah laters.

Yeah well seriously, I wasn't gonna let this bother me, but I'm trying to be nice hello! I didn't do shit from the beginning, you shouldn't be a problem, but I don't understand you. You just judge people from what you see. Talk shit about me, ha how dumb. You need to grow up. I am not the person you think I am and I never will be, so you best get that straight. I am not that kind of person. You just ignore everything I say. Whatever I am just gonna give up on trying to make things work, you are just a waste of my time. Goodbye.

So my assignment today is to type a paragraph each for 3 famous people you admire. Michelle Phan of course will be my first one but who will be my other two.. mhmm any suggestions?

I don't need this right now. This isn't what I wanted. I shouldn't have said the things I said. Honestly, I don't think I need you anymore. I have problems right now.. no wait, you are the one that has a problem.
I've taken a break from Facebook for the rest of the week, I am tired of seeing my problem slap me in the face and leaving a hand print.
I am not going back to the way I was back then, I'd hate myself. I need my bestfriend.