So yesterday I went to Chuckie Cheese last night for Kaylee's 6th birthday. It was fun I guess, I was getting all hot and what not :P Not that much games to play, I miss our old Chuckie Cheese, too bad it's gone now. Lots of little teeny tiny kids there, but very cute. Went over to Phuong's house and took a shower, then watched Ninja Assassin... it was cool, not the best could use a bit more action and suspense. Went to sleep late... don't know didn't see the clock.. probably 3 or 4.. haven't slept that late in a long time. I slept with my baby cousin that night and she was kicking me and getting all up in my back.

So I am just gonna skip around in my dream, I was in the bathroom and I was putting toner? on my face I was with Jenny Lo too, and when I did, I looked in the mirror and all my pimple scars were darker and hella visible.. I was not a happy girl.
I was looking in the mirror smiling, then all I see is no braces, but more EFFED up teeth like WTF! It was disgusting. I hate dreaming about my teeth, I know it's normal now cause I have braces, and many people do the same.
I was at my house and people were there, friends and family, me and my friends were playing something I don't know, I guess it was badminton or something. But something happened and well it's a secret. It wasn't anything bad or anything, but it wasn't nice. Well after that happened I just don't know I guess I blanked out, but...
this morning when Kaylee got up I was laying there and I was like WTF? Went to the bathroom and saw that I started my period.. faaak! All over my clean undies too.

What I dreamt of last night really made me think, I can't be dreaming or thinking about this stuff, but I really can't help it. I don't think I ever felt so right and wrong about this. I know this has happened to many people. If I keep this up, then one day I know I will just let it out and cry my heart until it's empty. Enough about this, I'm gonna get some breakfast. I am going to the mall today with my brother, Phuong, and probably Kaylee. Nguyen is sick than a hoe and I wish her the best of luck to get better. It's not the same when she isn't her usual self.