Friday 30th
So that night my brother picked me up and we went to this place that has batting cages, mini golfing, and golfing..? I had a lot of fun. My brother/cousin's friends are hilarious. I got to see Jana Lau as well. Too bad my cousin wasn't having as much fun as I was. I was just making the best of it, and I did. Dakota was the husty girl that was there and boyy was I was love with her! She is so small though!

Saturday 1st
We returned at Phuong's house around 2:30 and me and Phuong talked for awhile and went to bed. We did basically NOTHING all day and I wanted to go home, but my mom said that she was took tired to pick me up.. I was so annoyed. Whatever, Tina came over and we went to Walmart to get some stuff for the Spagetti they were gonna make. Me and Phuong chilled while they cooked and Tina watched TV. We ate and watched "The Men Who Stares at Goats" I wasn't interested in it at all. After I was done eating me and Phuong just went to bed.

Sunday 2nd
I talked to Kevin until 3 some in the morning and hung up. We woke up and did NOTHING! I went home around 7 and I felt so SICK and light headed. I watched some Naruto Shippuden and went to bed around 10:40, but yet I didn't sleep yet even though I was so tired.

Monday 3rd
I played Pokemon til 4 in the morning hoping that I would be able to pull up an all nighter, but couldn't. Now I am super tired and I probably have to make up a quiz for BIO today... I HATE SCHOOL.. for now.

So yeah if you know my straightened broke or fcuked up last Friday. I was 20 mins into straightening my hair with the disguisting burning smell of the cover around the plates and it turned off. I plugged it into another outlet and the light was on, but it wasn't heating up at all... brand new my ass. I don't like the plates, I like my old plates. I don't like now SUPER HOT it was.. I like my old temp. I don't like how the plates were practically about to melt off.. I like my old straightener.
I feel ugly without my straightener. I've been wearing my hair up and my face is so exposed.. I feel uncomfortable. So yeah today is the beginning of our messed up week. I woke up feeling so tired and I didn't feel like going to school at all. I got something to eat and watched the first episode of Naruto Shippuden since I just finished Naruto lastnight FINALLY! I bet I can catch up with Shippuden by the beginning of Summer or something. Yeah so I washed my hair put on my face and got dressed and finished watching Ep 1 until Jon called and said that he would be over in about 10 minutes.. I wanted to watch the 2nd EP.. oh well. So yeah I played piano for while and watched tv until Jon came. He took me to school and of course I was late like always, but I don't care.
I only have $20 left. I am giving $160 for my cosmetology needs. My mom is probably gonna pay the $135 at the beginning of Sophomore year. I wanted to get a Japanese Straightening, but I have no more money for that. I guess I have to wait to cut my hair short.. if I do it without a straightener then I have no idea what the result would be like.. I'll have a pokeball head probably.
So yeah whatever. I think the putting up my hair thing is gonna have to go with eyeliner cause I look SO DEAD! Whatever I have to deal with it.

Baby are you down down down down down!

on the ground?! Omg so Sunday 18th, I was all ready and awesome to go to school, just watched Naruto and I'm feeling good. Then "beautiful girls all over the world..." [that's my ringtone by the way(:] *RUNS! TO ROOM* *BURST OPEN DOORS AND BOOM CRACK-A-LACK* *FALLS OWWWW MOTHER BEEPER!* Yes.. I think I sprained my ankle or some shit. So yeah I went to the bathroom dog buttstratching style and got some bandannas to wrap around my ankle. My cousins and brother came over and did nothing apparently and left. I told my mom "I think I sprained my ankle. Where is the brown wrapping thing?" she didn't even say shit, I know she heard me, but I know she is just ignoring me because she thinks I was making an excuse to not go to school since I didn't go last Monday because of my major gay cramps. I was like fcuk you! Jk haha but I was thinking that. So yeah my dad came home and blah blah blah, it was just ugh right now. I didn't care I just wanted to sleep. So I went to sleep and yeah.

Monday 19th morning I was like.. nope I can't walk and I will not walk, so I shall not walk! I told my mom and she was like OMG YOU ARE JUST BEING LAZY BLAH BLAH BLAH FAKK YOU! Lazy my ass mom! MY ANKLE HURTS DAMNIT! I woke up from my brother and dad walking in my room! I was like WTF! And I was having a nice sleep too. So yeah after I got up my brother took me to Pho Bang and ate with my auntie, uncle, and dad. We went home after and I did nothing all day, but watch Naruto heehee. Then at night I just talked to Kevin who made my night ha. Then I begged Matt to let me borrow one of his crutches.

Tuesday 20th morning, I told my mom that I am not gonna go cause I just can't, so wahtever I did. I got mad at her in the morning so it was not a good thing for me. Woke up to my brother opening my door once again >< Then ate Golden Chick with him<3 ahhh Golden Chick. Your chicken doesn't make me sick to my stomach. Yeah and I just chilled all day and my brother slept and did his thang. Around 6 something he drove me to Matt's to pick up the crutch, then he left. I took a shower and watched some more Naruto.

Wednesday 21st-OMG was I so tired, at the beginning of 1st period I was like.. omg I am gonna die. Limping is better than walking with crutches bro. So yeah everybody asked what happened and most of them seemed to be smart and checked up on my facebook(: I like those people haha. People helped me move and some just wanted to go on the elevator, I don't mind haha. I gave back the crutch I so didn't want to deal with it. I went home and just chilled ate some Golden Chick and Domino's Cheesy Bread<3 I talked to people on aim and FB aim and yahoo texting crapp.. omg I haven't socialized like that in a long time! lol. I also webcamed with Kevin for while and I only watched 1 episode of Naruto that day, I was too lazy to since that mission is kinda boring.

Thursday 22nd... I'm tired >< Last night my neck felt stiff so I put that asian sticky pad on the back of my neck making sure I didn't get into my hair line. Too bad I did though ahha. This morning I took about 10 minutes trying to get it off and when I finally did I see that I pulled out some of my hair >< Right now I feel so effing stiff bro, my shoulders and back hurt like crap. I also think that my left food is getting swollen, it is more meatier than the right >< GAHH I think I am going to the doctor's Saturday. OH WELLS.

Lien, I would appreciate it if your family didn't know that I blog about my family in such a way. I hope you didn't tell anyone about my blog!

OHKAY I AM SO FCUKING ANNOYED! Every night I would watch Naruto and I would always be in bed by or before 12. My mom has been coming in my room and telling me to turn off the laptop and go to sleep, I've told her so many times that I always go to bed before 12 so what the fcuk are you bitching at me for? Then she's telling me how I better not be watching it tomorrow and go to bed early, BITCH IT IS FUCKING FRIDAY TOMORROW SO YOU CAN FUCK OFF! I keep on telling her all the damn time and she doesn't listen to me. She is acting like I am fcuking Khoi or something. SHIT MAN! I am tired of this, she is pissing me off. If she tells me one more time tomorrow to get off the laptop, I SWEAR I AM GONNA GO OFF I PROMISE YOU THAT! She is gonna bitch right back at me and hit me probably, but I don't give a fcuk, I don't know what the hell is her problem. I bet because it's her and my dad, supposedly she saw him at this place where him and his friends play pool and smoke and shit. He was just chilling and she was like "I work my butt off and cook and clean for this family and he is just spending his money and not helping me?" Ohkay first of all, he has to pay for my grandparent's house up in Houston, probably give them money to get them nice things and fed themselves since they don't work. He isn't even living there or eating there so why should he pay for them? Because that's his parents and they need it more than we do, and second of all that's his money he should be able to do whatever he pleases with it! Whenever I tell my mom that she always goes and says "He can't give me some of his money to help out? Why can't he do that?" Shit mom! But yes I know how my dad can be, he barely does anything around the house. He helps and cooks, but I just don't know. I'm tired, I feel like I'm just here to help out and make them proud, show me off. I know they love me, and I love them, but.. ugh. She wants to control everybody and everything. Like with my brother I tell her that he is 24 and he can do whatever he wants and she tells me that I shouldn't be saying that. Nigga, he basically doesn't even live here anymore, he has been doing things he wants for years now.
I hate how she handles things! She needs to see that we are responsible enough to know what's good. I love her, but she needs to fcuking open her eyes. I'm a good girl, I do the reasonable things she wants me to do, I get good grades, I have a dream that I want to pursue, I can take care of myself and others, and I do more than what I am asked to do. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? I don't want to be controlled, I feel like I have to beg for my life with you. You want to plan out my future? Well you can't what is your dream isn't mines. What you think you know, you don't. You think you know everything in the world. "Trust me I know." My ass. One day I am just gonna storm out of the house. I've always been holding in my anger for years and years, I want to relieve it physically all the damn time, I want to punch the walls, but then she is gonna come home and start bitching at me.

I can't help but say the same thing over and over again. I mean I am really excited, you can see how much I am dedicated to this even if I haven't even started yet. I love HAIR! Hehehe, I am even thinking about working at Richland when I'm a senior or after High School for a little bit. But of course I would have to go to college, Phuong want to go to medical school with me, and I told my mom and she was like "GOOD! BE A DOCTOR!" I was like.. uhhhh no, maybe someone in the pharmacy department, but no doctor ahha. Hehe I can't wait! I'M INSANE!

Ohkay so I was thinking that when I cut my hair short that I should have a straight perm did. Is that cool? How much will that cost though, cause my brother's friend is gonna do it, maybe get some discount? I don't know, he didn't say anything about the phone hunt yet so I am just waiting.
I'm tired, I am UGH about school right now, I just want it to be over and done. I guess because I can't wait for me to get my cut, or to start Cosmetology next year. I felt the same after I was done with Junior High and I was excited about High School, but it is so far.. boring! I guess because I am not doing anything, just school and going home. I need to hang out, but I am too tired for that. Plus I hate making plans it's annoying. I mean I tell my parents and they make a big deal about it, throwing questions at me and then refusing then I would have to argue with them to get my way. It is so UGH I hate it when my parents do that. I just want a SURE YOU CAN GO.

Yay I brought the money for my teacher and David today.. I am so good(:
UGH I hate the scar under my chin and on my chin! It is pissing me off.. and I think I am about to get a pimple on my nose again.. I can feel it! My skin is like all clear and then there is my chin... biotch. About another month of school days left.. I can't wait. I am tired of waking up early bro.

Friday 040910
After school I went with Thien, Cathy, Tiffany, and David to.. uhh I forgot what it was called then we went to Dave and Buster's for Ashley's birthday. Then we went to Wendy's.. YUM I had the Bacon and Blue it was delicious. It was dripping with flavor AHHA and the fries were amazazing! They have the best fries. After that we went to visit Allen and Co Cuc at church, it was superly dark and chilly. We dropped David and Tiffany off. Then we saw Gary walking Marley<3 cutay doggay! Yeah came home around 9ish and took a shower. Watched Naruto until 12 and Cathy called around 12:40ish talked for about 40 minutes(: Then I went back to sleep!

Saturday 041010
Cathy called around 10:30 to see if I wanna go to the mall later, I couldn't had to clean ): Went back to sleep, then Johnny friggin' called around 3ish and I was like WTF! Then I woke up from then on. I forgot what I did that day... I know what I didn't do, didn't watch Naruto!

Sunday 041110
Around 2 my mom finally went to sleep, I didn't feel like it so I played Kirby all night up until 5:30? Then I went on the computer and watched Momo Love ep. 1 The smart brother is CUTE! Yeah then I watched another ep of Naruto I went to sleep around 7:30am and woke up around 1:30.. started my period >< Ate and watched tv up until 5:30 and you know that happened.. grrr.

Monday 041210
I went to sleep around 1:30 and woke up at 3 to take some Midol then.. I was laying there for like an friggin' hour trying to fall back asleep then I woke up around 7 to get the heated pad in my mom's room. Around 8:10 I woke my mom up and she told me I didn't have to go to school.. thank you cramps, I guess. When my mom went to work around 9 I took my meds again and went to sleep. Woke up around 12 - 12:30. Ate and chilled. My brother came home around 4 and I did some chores. Took a shower then did my homework, photoshop, and my mom came home around 8:45 ate and watched some more Naruto went to sleep around 1:50ish

Tuesday 041310
Now I am at school... whoopy.

To the girls of the world!

Ohkay, so I got out of the shower around 5:30 and about 20 minutes later I was walking to the kitchen to get my Midol and everything was dizzy and blurry, my head was spinning like crazy, my stomach felt like it was being stabbed, and I could barely walk. I was wobbling and screaming like crazy. I tried to take a pill, but I could barely swallow them, but I ended up choking and spat it all out on the counter. I went into my mom's room and got out her heated pad or wahtever it is and I went into my brother's room, plugged it in and laid on the bed pressing it against my stomach crying. I felt even more horrible since my hair was wet and I was sweating with pain.. so painful. I took my phone and tried to call my parents, but they didn't pick up, you had no idea how fcuking pissed and frustrated I was. I laid there for about 30 minutes dosed off and woke up every few minutes. Around 7 I turned on the TV and my mom came home 30 minutes later. I felt a little bit better and she gave me my Midol and some bread. I swear I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.
Being a girl is too much, it doesn't make since, why are we the one that has to deal with this kind of pain? I wouldn't mind if I was a gay guy.

I don't know. I've been bringing snacks too school almost everyday... FAWK I FORGOT TO BRING $2 I needa pay back my teacher and David Trinh >< oh well Monday. Yeah and in the morning I only eat blueberry yogart(: and this drink that my mom makes me drink every morning. I don't mind.. doesn't taste that bad it's whatever. I need to work out SO BAD! I've been slacking off for about 2 weeks now. I needa start again today. I also want to cut my hair so bad. I mean I am getting tired of straightening my hair knowing that I am killing my hair quickly since it is already so damn damaged. I want to cut it to my collar bone, but even still my hair will still be damnage.. but not as damaged as now. I want to wait until summer cause ... yeah, but I can't stand it bro. I guess I'll have to wait until summer or next month, cause Judy said that she is gonna come down, probably gonna get my hair cut when she does :D
So I'm still up to date with Bleach.. waiting for episode 266(: I think.. haha I forgot. Now I am catching up on my Naruto. I mean.. NARUTO not the Shippuden one. I am currently 104.. which is like not even half way.. and Naruto Shippuden is already too much for me.. but I need to catch up so bad!
My face is incredible soft and smooth right now hehe. School is boring.. I just want to get it over with.. about a month of school days left(: I want to start Sophomore year already.. can't wait for Cosmetology! I told my mom about it yesterday and she was like "COOL! Do hair only not nail." DURR MOTHER!
My brother told me awhile back that he was gonna get the PS3 and I can't wait! I've been dying to play this game for awhile now. There was this game I played at WalMart on the XBOX, but I forgot what it was called. It was totally badass! I was screaming the whole time I was playing AHHA! Don't play games with me... haha.

So I guess I solve the money problem? My brother said that if he found me a cheaper phone, I wouldn't be able to have a boyfriend until I was 19. "HELL NO TOO LATE! I want to go to prom with my BOYFRIEND! not some guy that I don't like like." So the new condition is that I have to introduce my boyfriend that I am going to prom with to my brother and dad. Which means senior year I don't have to hide that I have a boyfriend.. except from my mother haha. My brother said "Me and dad is enough." hehe :P I feel bad that we all keep secrets from mother, but she does OVER REACT! To EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD! I still love her, it's just that she pisses me off! I mean when I tell her something in advance.. like I told her that I was going to save up for a phone so she wouldn't have to pay for it and she was like COOL! And lastnight I told her that my brother was gonna find me a cheaper one and all the money I've saved and she was like "YOU DON'T NEED A NEW PHONE.. BLAH BLAH BLAH!" .. beesh. She always says ohkay to one of my plans and when I start to take action she goes back on her words.

Money is tight.. well for me of course. Well I want this phone that I found on craigslist.com for $200 which is half of the original price. It also comes with a coach cover and two screen protectors.. I think I am going to die! Then I just found out that I got accepted into Cosmetology I today :D I am incredibly happy. But the letter says that the kits are probably gonna cost between $250-$350 oh boy right? I only have $176 plus if I have to $50 from my brother. Which you can figure out the total yourself. I know that if I want to pay for the kit I have to split my money and ask my mom to pay for my mom ): .. WAHT? ASK MY MOM TO PAY FOR MY MOM AHAHAHHAHA! ... ohhh ask my mom to for for my kit*

Wow people are so angry these days and they over react to everything! Like oh my gaaa I'm tired of this. So yeah I'm done and over with it, YAY(: