Lien, I would appreciate it if your family didn't know that I blog about my family in such a way. I hope you didn't tell anyone about my blog!

OHKAY I AM SO FCUKING ANNOYED! Every night I would watch Naruto and I would always be in bed by or before 12. My mom has been coming in my room and telling me to turn off the laptop and go to sleep, I've told her so many times that I always go to bed before 12 so what the fcuk are you bitching at me for? Then she's telling me how I better not be watching it tomorrow and go to bed early, BITCH IT IS FUCKING FRIDAY TOMORROW SO YOU CAN FUCK OFF! I keep on telling her all the damn time and she doesn't listen to me. She is acting like I am fcuking Khoi or something. SHIT MAN! I am tired of this, she is pissing me off. If she tells me one more time tomorrow to get off the laptop, I SWEAR I AM GONNA GO OFF I PROMISE YOU THAT! She is gonna bitch right back at me and hit me probably, but I don't give a fcuk, I don't know what the hell is her problem. I bet because it's her and my dad, supposedly she saw him at this place where him and his friends play pool and smoke and shit. He was just chilling and she was like "I work my butt off and cook and clean for this family and he is just spending his money and not helping me?" Ohkay first of all, he has to pay for my grandparent's house up in Houston, probably give them money to get them nice things and fed themselves since they don't work. He isn't even living there or eating there so why should he pay for them? Because that's his parents and they need it more than we do, and second of all that's his money he should be able to do whatever he pleases with it! Whenever I tell my mom that she always goes and says "He can't give me some of his money to help out? Why can't he do that?" Shit mom! But yes I know how my dad can be, he barely does anything around the house. He helps and cooks, but I just don't know. I'm tired, I feel like I'm just here to help out and make them proud, show me off. I know they love me, and I love them, but.. ugh. She wants to control everybody and everything. Like with my brother I tell her that he is 24 and he can do whatever he wants and she tells me that I shouldn't be saying that. Nigga, he basically doesn't even live here anymore, he has been doing things he wants for years now.
I hate how she handles things! She needs to see that we are responsible enough to know what's good. I love her, but she needs to fcuking open her eyes. I'm a good girl, I do the reasonable things she wants me to do, I get good grades, I have a dream that I want to pursue, I can take care of myself and others, and I do more than what I am asked to do. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? I don't want to be controlled, I feel like I have to beg for my life with you. You want to plan out my future? Well you can't what is your dream isn't mines. What you think you know, you don't. You think you know everything in the world. "Trust me I know." My ass. One day I am just gonna storm out of the house. I've always been holding in my anger for years and years, I want to relieve it physically all the damn time, I want to punch the walls, but then she is gonna come home and start bitching at me.