This is ridiculous, this isn't fair what the kids have to go through. They don't understand what we do or how we feel. They just think that we are messy and ungrateful. I'm just glad that my mom understands, I love her. Just recently my brother and Nguyen told me that my mom really really likes me cause she sees potential in me, that's why she is so careful of me. "You're spoiled." my brother said, he said it before, but I just thought it was just stupid. I can see now that he is right, my mom does see more potential in me, but I don't. I just see that my brother is so amazing, he is smart and he knows what to do and how to deal with things. I think it's just amazing how he can get bitched at my other people and not show any anger until he is with us. He is not disrespectful at all, but I am... was. I just want to be more like him. That's why I am changing my ways, over these pass few months I've learned a lot and I am going to change, but not drastically of course. I am going to be more positive and look for more opportunities. I can't wait to see what the future has in stored for me(:
Cathy Do, I love you<3