My hair is frustrating me! I have not so long damaged hair. I want to trim it, but I don't want to waste money! Grrr. Styling it has got even harder, all I can do is straighten it to tame it down. When I curl it it looks like a short wig... ugh. I really need to trim it, I guess I'll do it in the winter or something.

School is a drag, it is way boring. I really wish winter break would come, I need more sleep. I haven't been getting enough sleep lately. I guess because my stomach is empty, even though I ate dinner. I want to wake up on my own! I don't want to hear an alarm tone or people/things waking me up with their loud obnoxious noises. I must say I am a light sleeper in the morning. I guess when I first fall asleep I can't hear anything at all, unless you scream like a mother fcuker in my ears. I want sleep.

I am started to find new songs to play on the piano, my parents have been bothering me about not playing piano anymore. I hate playing piano whenever somebody WANTS me to. I want to play whenever I WANT to. Whenever I do play piano on my own I only play for a minute or so and then get up and do something else. Piano doesn't interest me anymore. It is quite boring.
I wanted to play guitar a while back. I learn the basic things, not the notes, but the frets and strings, and I kinda tuned it. When I started playing some chords I was like "wait a minute" my fingers had a really hard time stretching. I hate whenever things get hard I quit. I have been doing that lately. I've gotten lazy.

So I can't wait for my Auntie's and Uncle's house to be done! I want to sleep over ASAP. I really do like their house a whole lot, even though it is kinda small. But their backyard is big! I really don't like swimming, but I really want to swim in their pool ;P I am really proud of my Auntie. She can do a man's job. I know her life is all set. She can do a lot of things, and she is really smart. She thinks things through unlike the rest of our family. She has a plan and she follows it, maybe changing little things, but it is still organized. She is my favorite Auntie like forreals(:

I am so excited! My face has cleared up! I haven't had my face this clear in a long time. My forehead scars are almost gone, they are slowly fading away. I should have tried this long time ago. My cheeks are so smooth(: I am really happy and glad that I can soon grow out my bangs. I've been tired of having short bangs for awhile now and I just want to put them up, but I don't want to show my scarred forehead to the world. But now that I'm thinking of it, I might look a bit weird without bangs. I have a weird shaped head that I am NOT proud of >< Oh well we'll see.