You scare me.

You have so many problems that I don't even know nor understand. I try not to give you any problems, which I never seem to have. My life is good, happy, and loving. I just feel so helpless not being able to help you at all. It's not my place to get involved anyway, I'm always here to listen. I feel good when you can vent to ME. I know you have probably said all you needed to say to someone else that understands better than me, but it feels good just talking to you. You are probably one of the strongest person I know. I know you say you aren't, but hey you are still here and healthy. You aren't doing stupid things right? I feel bad that you have so much things going on. I'm still trying to understand what you are going through. I know I should just worry about my life and leave yours to you. I'm still young, I'm still trying to learn, but I really hate it when you tell me 'You're too young to understand or hear this.' Makes me feel less than I already am. I feel like a baby around you. And every time we are together you know how I act. I go completely blonde whenever I am with you. Is that the reason why you thank I'm too young? Because I act like a total and complete idiot? Yeah I know you aren't comfortable telling me all of these stuff, but I am going to hear about things way worst one day. You should know that I can handle anything you tell me. I'm not trying to guilt you into explaining every single detail of your life to me. I just wanted to let you know that I love you with all my heart, and it kinda hurts knowing that you are about to crack, and please hang in there. Just know that I will support you in any RATIONAL decision you make.